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Monday, October 12, 2009
lol i hav a blog dedicated to me, thanks to you jess:)
love you heaps, <3
Sunday, October 4, 2009
boy meets girl. boy falls in love with the girl. but girl doesn't
woke up just then; wish i never woke up.. the day wasnt bad itself, jus the fact that i had something on my mind i cant get over. it's actually quite stupid. several of my close friends have told me to shut up and not think about it, but i cant.
4th of oct figure something i need to stop. i need to stop judging others because i am no one important enough to do that. sigh, i'm so over it. very very tired. watched 500 days of summer today. very very cute. i admire the boy's love for the girl.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
i think i've found the reasons why people don't like me, cs i'm a total bitch and i only think of myself. it's really stupid because i really mean it to ended this way, and that i have so strong about how i felt i really didnt see what was happening to the other person.
i am a fucken bitch. i really do not deserve everything and that's y i can never keep friendships widout fights. it's also y people ignore me for no fucken reason. should i be angry? should i be sad? should pretend nothing happened? i try so fucken hard to keep this friendship and you jus totally killed it. just because you're having a fucken bad day, does not mean everything is blamed on me?
Sunday, September 27, 2009
today for me was one of those days where you wish you were never 15. i woke up this morning, and i felt fat. seriously, i gain weight, and it's not funny. anyways, after that, i went blacktown to go shopping. gosh maybe cs i wasnt in the mood, i didnt find anything except buying gelz' present which i really wanted as well. after that, i got home and mum raged at me. she's been going to this doctor for like a wk now, and she's been going through a lot of stress. But seriously, SHE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE. she goes to me and start like picking out all my mistakes and stuff.
not only that, after dinner, my dad had a go at me as well. Saying things like, i hate it when you do this, and i hate it when you do that... seriously, they're not the only ones going through stress. at least they dont have to go through puberty again. but yea, really not in the mood.
Friday, September 25, 2009
:) so happy no more exams.
but hopefully i did good in all my subjects. everyone did so good in their maths test!! especially sarah:) i'm so proud of her, but at the same time very scared taht i'll do shit.. cs i really want to get over 90.. anyways, i'l blog later, need to do food tech.
Friday, September 18, 2009
(i just realise that this blog only make sense to me, and Jess probably<3 )
today was one of most tiring-est day i ever had since the promise i made to myself. once again, i failed to do what i intended to do and for that reason, i am angry, disgusted and hate. i hate myself for what i thought today because i just really had enough, like i said before. i don't understand why but all i noe is that i want to stop feeling like that. Therefore i have once again promised myself to give everyone space and just stop, and relax. From now on, worry is no longer in my dictionary (hahaha once again my vocab list is down one word). And after this blog, i will study until yearlies end (duh). Maybe after yearlies, I'll have more free time:) |
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