Monday, June 29, 2009
today was pretty good as well, just did Clancy ward and CT. there were kids there that had brain damage or liver failures.. which was pretty sad, but they always have the most beautifulest smile ever:)
can't wait till I'm 18 when i can go there anytime..!! miss all of yous heaps even if you don't miss me:p
had my first day of work exp!!!
it was soo fun:)
but one thing that i couldn't stop laughing was..
there was this little girl, she shat her pants.. hahahahahahah.. okay that was slak.
anyways blog tomorrow:)
it was soo fun:)
but one thing that i couldn't stop laughing was..
there was this little girl, she shat her pants.. hahahahahahah.. okay that was slak.
anyways blog tomorrow:)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
uhh gosh i hate being sick..
i'm like coughing and sneezing every 5 secs which pisses me off:(
anyways, i have work experience next wk, which is pretty good, just to have a wk off and jus have fun wid kids... and i'm going shopping and watching transformers wid jess tomorrow so that should be good:)
but i'l miss you guys heaps<3
i'm like coughing and sneezing every 5 secs which pisses me off:(
anyways, i have work experience next wk, which is pretty good, just to have a wk off and jus have fun wid kids... and i'm going shopping and watching transformers wid jess tomorrow so that should be good:)
but i'l miss you guys heaps<3
Thursday, June 25, 2009
ahhhh i'm so sick :( keeps coughing.
mmm kina out of it today.. nothing much happened.
mmm kina out of it today.. nothing much happened.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
OMG ofc = OF COURSE!!!
HAHAHAHAH that's so cool :)
HAHAHAHAH that's so cool :)
:) last touch game today.. lol it was funny
anyways, had a pretty jealousy day today.. - - stupid janine telling me all these stuff about disco!
:(
haha and yea, lost my ID cards and btown library card so now my mum said she's gonna buy me a new wallet... but i bet you she won't :p
and then tomorrow we have vice captains speeches , kina nervous cs ling ling, jess and jasmine and jilian are going for it as well. ccb writing up a speech like ms told me to.. mmmm hopefully it'll be okay :)
GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT!?!
there's a hot guy that works at GJ's at sevo :@
anyways, had a pretty jealousy day today.. - - stupid janine telling me all these stuff about disco!
:(
haha and yea, lost my ID cards and btown library card so now my mum said she's gonna buy me a new wallet... but i bet you she won't :p
and then tomorrow we have vice captains speeches , kina nervous cs ling ling, jess and jasmine and jilian are going for it as well. ccb writing up a speech like ms told me to.. mmmm hopefully it'll be okay :)
GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT!?!
there's a hot guy that works at GJ's at sevo :@
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
brave –adjective
1.possessing or exhibiting courage or courageous endurance.
2.making a fine appearance.
3.Archaic. excellent; fine; admirable.
1.possessing or exhibiting courage or courageous endurance.
2.making a fine appearance.
3.Archaic. excellent; fine; admirable.
maybe jess is rite. maybe i should actually try.
or not.
Monday, June 22, 2009
nothing much happened today, got my vice captain sheet thing signed. had science, maths, commerce and history..
:) one week till work exp.
:) one week till work exp.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
hahaha jus finish cooking wid my sis:)
lol some cake thing. i cooked it like 2 times!!!
lol some cake thing. i cooked it like 2 times!!!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
just finish watching definitely, maybe. and i couldn't get that line the little girl said to her dad. out of my head lol..
"why do you want to know anyways?"
"cs i want you to be happy daddy."
"i am happy..."
"trust me dad, you are not happy."
NGAWWWW THAT'S CUTE.
"why do you want to know anyways?"
"cs i want you to be happy daddy."
"i am happy..."
"trust me dad, you are not happy."
NGAWWWW THAT'S CUTE.
Friday, June 19, 2009
NOOOO I'M GONNA BE POV
:(
currently very worried
:(
currently very worried
Thursday, June 18, 2009
very emotional and bitchy lately... or is it everyday? hahaha, that's what janine tells me everyday: LOUISE, you're such a biatch..
today wasn't a very bad day except for the fact that i'm gonna miss my mum for like 2 whole wks in the holidays cs she's going back to h.k to look after my grandma. man i was like on the urge of tears when she told me she's going h.k.. i swear, how am i suppose to like live wid my dad for 2 fucken wks? but hopefully it'll be okay.
anyways, i gotta finish my food tech :L
LOL and jus to let the people noe who reads jess's blog, that very very wise person?
IT'S ME:)
today wasn't a very bad day except for the fact that i'm gonna miss my mum for like 2 whole wks in the holidays cs she's going back to h.k to look after my grandma. man i was like on the urge of tears when she told me she's going h.k.. i swear, how am i suppose to like live wid my dad for 2 fucken wks? but hopefully it'll be okay.
anyways, i gotta finish my food tech :L
LOL and jus to let the people noe who reads jess's blog, that very very wise person?
IT'S ME:)
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
17 Jun 2009
libra
A yearning to broaden horizons and reach for the ultimate, a kind of mental wanderlust. That is the sort of focus in your life at a time like this. Law, politics, education, travel, religion, these are some of the areas where emotionally-charged drama will be played out. Think before you act.
Emotions: Fair ~
Money: Fair ~
Wellness: Good
Power Numbers: 30, 34, 9, 5, 15, 10
libra
A yearning to broaden horizons and reach for the ultimate, a kind of mental wanderlust. That is the sort of focus in your life at a time like this. Law, politics, education, travel, religion, these are some of the areas where emotionally-charged drama will be played out. Think before you act.
Emotions: Fair ~
Money: Fair ~
Wellness: Good
Power Numbers: 30, 34, 9, 5, 15, 10
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
jus watched this korean movie........
it was soo weird. lol it was about this girl who's married but then one day she met this guy and then they had sex...(LITERALLY THEY HAD SEX without knowing each other)
and yea, that's all i remembered :P
hahahaha
i was pretty cut this morning cs of waht my mum told me. apprently, my grandma have a chance of going blind and my mum was on the verge of crying.. but i didnt do anything. i guess.. i jsut didnt noe what i was suppose to do. but hopefully she's okay.
OH I LOVE THE SONG "knock you down:)"
OH AND.....
congrats to fiona and pat:) i love you guys<3
it was soo weird. lol it was about this girl who's married but then one day she met this guy and then they had sex...(LITERALLY THEY HAD SEX without knowing each other)
and yea, that's all i remembered :P
hahahaha
i was pretty cut this morning cs of waht my mum told me. apprently, my grandma have a chance of going blind and my mum was on the verge of crying.. but i didnt do anything. i guess.. i jsut didnt noe what i was suppose to do. but hopefully she's okay.
OH I LOVE THE SONG "knock you down:)"
OH AND.....
congrats to fiona and pat:) i love you guys<3
Sunday, June 14, 2009
i remember a time when i thought that my parents loved each other and how they will love each other until they are old and wrinkly jus like my friend's parents. but now i noe, that i will never get that feeling again. and i remember mum telling me, "once you lose something, you probably will never get it back." i didnt use to noe what she meant by that, but now i do.
There are just some things you will never want to think about again in your life, a stage you regret something you did or a stage you regret not doing something you should've done. people grow a little bit more mature each day, and i think is time i do too.
There are just some things you will never want to think about again in your life, a stage you regret something you did or a stage you regret not doing something you should've done. people grow a little bit more mature each day, and i think is time i do too.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
i want this..
just finish doing english:)
starting food tech after lunch.
i hate winter:(
starting food tech after lunch.
i hate winter:(
"Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything"
blah blah blah
"You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real"
LOL gosh jess got me hooked with this song.
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything"
blah blah blah
"You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real"
LOL gosh jess got me hooked with this song.
you know what?
i havent had my period this month... hahahaha jus to let yous know:)
OH AND JESS? dw we'll go shopping like next next wk,,
i havent had my period this month... hahahaha jus to let yous know:)
OH AND JESS? dw we'll go shopping like next next wk,,
Friday, June 12, 2009
same boring day.
BUT jus wanna congrats my cousin for having twins yesterday.. can't wait till i see them :) (lol and i dont even noe their names = =")
i keep having the same thought today; don't know why but it's pretty weird.
anyways, i should start English.
BUT jus wanna congrats my cousin for having twins yesterday.. can't wait till i see them :) (lol and i dont even noe their names = =")
i keep having the same thought today; don't know why but it's pretty weird.
anyways, i should start English.
oh btw,
jess, if you are reading this.. RING ME? cs there's something important i would like to dicuss with you :)
man, i can be so smart sometimes,
jess, if you are reading this.. RING ME? cs there's something important i would like to dicuss with you :)
man, i can be so smart sometimes,
fahhh is so freaken cold today.
i wonder what snow looks like:)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
mood:happy:)
i was reading jess's blog and just wanted yous to know that i noe what she found out today:) and i am very very HAPPY for them as well (well, more than i expected anyways) and even though JANINE was bagging me out after school about it, i feel... so relieved. then after dinner i was on the fone wid gelz:) which made my day even better cs i havent talked to her for like 2 MILLION YEARS and she just calms me down so much.
Oh yea and i found out that letting go of something isnt really that hard.
OMG I DIDNT USE LOL IN ANY OF THOSE SENTENSES.. MAJOR ACHIEVEMENT!
i was reading jess's blog and just wanted yous to know that i noe what she found out today:) and i am very very HAPPY for them as well (well, more than i expected anyways) and even though JANINE was bagging me out after school about it, i feel... so relieved. then after dinner i was on the fone wid gelz:) which made my day even better cs i havent talked to her for like 2 MILLION YEARS and she just calms me down so much.
Oh yea and i found out that letting go of something isnt really that hard.
OMG I DIDNT USE LOL IN ANY OF THOSE SENTENSES.. MAJOR ACHIEVEMENT!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
"Henri made the first deep cut across the back of her neck. then, as the pain caught up with her- hauled her violently out of her stupor- he eyelids flew open and a curdled scream erupted from her painted mouth. She wrenched her body as Henri sawed and cross- sawed through her muscles, and then the scream cut out, leaving an echo as Henri completely severed her head from her body in three long strokes.
Arterial blood spurted against the yellow walls, emptied onto the satin bed sheet..... "
Arterial blood spurted against the yellow walls, emptied onto the satin bed sheet..... "
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG just got off the phone wid janine:)
god i love her.. and her baby.
she better come to school on thursday!
LOL SARAH. i don't eat cs.. i don't feel like it. that's y i give it to you! :)
god i love her.. and her baby.
she better come to school on thursday!
LOL SARAH. i don't eat cs.. i don't feel like it. that's y i give it to you! :)
i hate you
Monday, June 8, 2009
you noe the feeling you get when you say you don't care about something but in fact you do care and is hurting you so much inside.
welcome to my world.
had a massive day wid gelz:) gosh i love her so much, she makes me laugh all the time over anything.
anyways, went Westmead children's hospital and visited the "sexually transmitted infections centre" lol and then walked back and shopped around btown for a while waiting for paranottis to open at 12 haha. we sat down and started talking about a certain someone should go out wid lara :) (he better read this) and how my first kiss should be like (wtf!).... and some other stuff.
and then, she ditched me lol and watched a movie wid Doug. and then i went shopping wid jess. and then i went dinner at some place at para.
and now i should get back to my eng/ food tech assign.
anyways, went Westmead children's hospital and visited the "sexually transmitted infections centre" lol and then walked back and shopped around btown for a while waiting for paranottis to open at 12 haha. we sat down and started talking about a certain someone should go out wid lara :) (he better read this) and how my first kiss should be like (wtf!).... and some other stuff.
and then, she ditched me lol and watched a movie wid Doug. and then i went shopping wid jess. and then i went dinner at some place at para.
and now i should get back to my eng/ food tech assign.
very very bored.
<---------hahaha so now i'm looking at babies... this is how mine gonna turn out:)
Saturday, June 6, 2009
ever feel like as if your bestfriend isn't telling you something you should noe about?
well that's how i felt today.
currently at daniel's house lol
well that's how i felt today.
currently at daniel's house lol
"i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven."
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven."
Friday, June 5, 2009
had one of the shittiest days ever.
woke up.
got a text
ate breakfast
got another text
went tutoring
piano
went looking for houses wid my mum and dad. on the way. i did something stupid
came home feeling shit.
woke up.
got a text
ate breakfast
got another text
went tutoring
piano
went looking for houses wid my mum and dad. on the way. i did something stupid
came home feeling shit.
currently reading suling blog
OMG i know exactly how that feels. seriously i've been in the shits for a while. until recently where i just don't fucken care about anything "they" say anymore. it's weird because you would never noe how that feels until you experience it. and no matter how many times you cry over what they say or get upset over the little things they do, they would still not care. meh so glad i'm over that.
now reading jess's blog~ hahah it's funny cs suling and jess are like besties and they are sometimes totally opposite lol
anyways, would you believe me if i say i like someone rite now?
cs i wouldn't :P i haven't actually liked someone for like what.. two years? that's so weird.
idk Jess's blog is sooo deep and sad. i was talking to her on the fone, like always haha and we were describing that feeling you have for someone but you noe that they won't like you back for certain reasons. i think i noe how that feels right now. i think. i don't noe what i'm talking about right now haha. BUT YEA...
tomorrow i have tutoring and an exam the piano for 1 and 1/2 hrs and then sunday i ahve piano again wid that fucken teacher who i hate cs he's a fucken dickhead and then going somewhere on Monday.
Oh and maybe Daniel's place on Sunday.
reminder to self:
anyways, I'm gonna blog tomorrow. need to study for tomorrow.
OMG i know exactly how that feels. seriously i've been in the shits for a while. until recently where i just don't fucken care about anything "they" say anymore. it's weird because you would never noe how that feels until you experience it. and no matter how many times you cry over what they say or get upset over the little things they do, they would still not care. meh so glad i'm over that.
now reading jess's blog~ hahah it's funny cs suling and jess are like besties and they are sometimes totally opposite lol
anyways, would you believe me if i say i like someone rite now?
cs i wouldn't :P i haven't actually liked someone for like what.. two years? that's so weird.
idk Jess's blog is sooo deep and sad. i was talking to her on the fone, like always haha and we were describing that feeling you have for someone but you noe that they won't like you back for certain reasons. i think i noe how that feels right now. i think. i don't noe what i'm talking about right now haha. BUT YEA...
tomorrow i have tutoring and an exam the piano for 1 and 1/2 hrs and then sunday i ahve piano again wid that fucken teacher who i hate cs he's a fucken dickhead and then going somewhere on Monday.
Oh and maybe Daniel's place on Sunday.
reminder to self:
- ask Daniel if i can go. (and tell him to get a cheesecake!!)
- Eng, food tech, history and jap assignment
- finish reading handle wid care (OMG DID I TEL YOU I'M LIKE SO INTO BOOKS RITE NOW? :D ) lol is funny cs I'm listening to a Korean song rite now.
anyways, I'm gonna blog tomorrow. need to study for tomorrow.
was on the fone wid janine. lol it was funny and emotional at the same time. and if she's reading this.. JANINE. i noe the truth hurts but, WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE ! HAHAHAHAH i love you :)
Thursday, June 4, 2009
currently reading "the quickie" . haha is such a good book i swear. I'm like nearly finish and gelz just gave it to me today~ so proud of myself lol.
anyways, shopping was fun but i didnt really get time to walk around. bought jeans and shirt and my sis a bday present.
oh. happy bday Vanessa:)
im so tired and hungry at the same time... "sigh"
anyways, shopping was fun but i didnt really get time to walk around. bought jeans and shirt and my sis a bday present.
oh. happy bday Vanessa:)
im so tired and hungry at the same time... "sigh"
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGWE3hwJ21U
omfg it's so freaken cute.
THEY'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THAT HAPPENING?
new obsession : mitch hewer and lucas till :)
omfg it's so freaken cute.
THEY'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THAT HAPPENING?
new obsession : mitch hewer and lucas till :)
FAR OUT I'M SO ADDICTED.
lol jess has a blog as well!
lol jess has a blog as well!
had a great day today wid my friends at touch:D but caroline made my day when she stacked it and when janine and sarah was being idiots on the train ---> HAHAHA. today was also one of those days where yur jus glad yu have friends like them in your life to support you etc etc
i wonder if we'll be friends 10 years later :)
BUT GOOD NEWS IS THAT I'm going blacktown tomorrow to buy my sis a present.. and myself some clothes cs i haven't gone shopping in like.... 2 months?!
reminder:
- ask mum if i can go watch a movie on Monday wid gelz and cla
- start saving money for next month
- start food tech (2)
- start English (1)
- start history (3)
- start jap (4)
HAHAHAHAHA stupidest thing just happened. my table fell and i started screaming like an idiot:) how cool am i?!
Monday, June 1, 2009
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Sunday: dyed my hair brownish which turned out black in my opinion:(
just came back from the ortho. and took half of my braces off :) gosh it feels so weird without metal on my teeth haha. anyways, gelz was pretty upset today cs of a jk which turned out worse than a jk (if that make sense). i feel so bad cs i noe how that feels and didn't noe what to do when she told me to fuck off. hope she's feeling better though<3>
mmmm OH AND MY LIST OF STUFF TO BUY IN 2 MONTHS:
just came back from the ortho. and took half of my braces off :) gosh it feels so weird without metal on my teeth haha. anyways, gelz was pretty upset today cs of a jk which turned out worse than a jk (if that make sense). i feel so bad cs i noe how that feels and didn't noe what to do when she told me to fuck off. hope she's feeling better though<3>
mmmm OH AND MY LIST OF STUFF TO BUY IN 2 MONTHS:
- lee jeans $70
- trench coat $60
- urban original bag $100 ish
- work clothes...etc
and yea. so i have to like start saving up since I'm already half broke LOL.
any who, I'm going, mum's screaming @ me.