Monday, August 31, 2009
it's so stupid how some people say 'i love you' to a person and not mean it. i mean if you don't mean it, why say it? why give hope to the other person when you're going to put them down few minutes later? i remember once in pe health when we were talking about relationships with anyone that the one who cares the least are always the one in control. why is that? it just seems so unfair to the other person. lol i don't know why thinking about this, maybe cs i was reading this article about it.
oh well, that's the end of my rambling for the day:) and kat? i'm sorry if i seemed a bit untalkative to you. i didnt mean to and if that made you pissed off, i'm really sorry. i love you:)
Saturday, August 29, 2009
"it was no use, the tide was moving out too quickly and the waves were just too strong."
the sooner you realise that you have to grow up, the better.
because time doesn't wait for anybody and come to think of it, i think that i've stayed in my comfort zone for a bit too long. but now i've come to my senses that it's time to move on and achieve something in life, or at least proof to myself that i am worth being here, right here, right now.
is time for me to find myself, by myself and pay more attention to what i want. lol i know it sounds really really corny but this time i'm actually really serious about this because i dont want to be that person who's always been looked down on by everyone, especially her parents. i just had enough. so maybe the next time you see me, i've become a better person, not worse.
anyways, i'm gonna start my assignments:)
(oh and jess if you're reading this? maybe you could ring me)
"To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone and a funnybone."-Reba McEntire <-----LOL THAT'S FUNNY
because time doesn't wait for anybody and come to think of it, i think that i've stayed in my comfort zone for a bit too long. but now i've come to my senses that it's time to move on and achieve something in life, or at least proof to myself that i am worth being here, right here, right now.
is time for me to find myself, by myself and pay more attention to what i want. lol i know it sounds really really corny but this time i'm actually really serious about this because i dont want to be that person who's always been looked down on by everyone, especially her parents. i just had enough. so maybe the next time you see me, i've become a better person, not worse.
anyways, i'm gonna start my assignments:)
(oh and jess if you're reading this? maybe you could ring me)
"To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone and a funnybone."-Reba McEntire <-----LOL THAT'S FUNNY
Friday, August 28, 2009
walkathon was on today, lol no one went, which wasnt suprising at all cs i guess there were better options.. so anyways, i think sarah had a blast today since it was her first ever walkathon thingy and that is also why we won't be going next yr hahahaha.
-- had alot on my mind today. i miss the days when everyone were jus carefree and didn't have to worry about any homework or assignments or exams. but now everyone is having the shits; i also need to remind myself to be more organise and not to worry about every little thing that comes up in life because the more you worry about it, the worst- er the outcome will be. so instead of worrying, why not jus enjoy yourself and jus wait and see what happens?
sometimes you've got to let each other have space between each other (i just repeated my sentence lol) and learn to adapt to the changes that take place everyday.
there, that's a lesson i need to learn from someone.
-- had alot on my mind today. i miss the days when everyone were jus carefree and didn't have to worry about any homework or assignments or exams. but now everyone is having the shits; i also need to remind myself to be more organise and not to worry about every little thing that comes up in life because the more you worry about it, the worst- er the outcome will be. so instead of worrying, why not jus enjoy yourself and jus wait and see what happens?
sometimes you've got to let each other have space between each other (i just repeated my sentence lol) and learn to adapt to the changes that take place everyday.
there, that's a lesson i need to learn from someone.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
the feeling of being beaten. i think that's the worst feeling anyone could have. sometimes i tell myself that nothing matters as long as it is okay to you, but then again how do you noe that it is okay? how does anyone know.
today wasnt the best of all days, it was dull, windy, but sunny at the same time- weird huh?
i dont noe how to explain it, but i can tell you it i was not having a good day today. sometimes i think that i'm thinking too much, and sometimes i just think that i care too much.
well which one is it?
ohhh fuckk this,,, is what i say everytime i'm up against something.
and tell you what. i hate it.
today wasnt the best of all days, it was dull, windy, but sunny at the same time- weird huh?
i dont noe how to explain it, but i can tell you it i was not having a good day today. sometimes i think that i'm thinking too much, and sometimes i just think that i care too much.
well which one is it?
ohhh fuckk this,,, is what i say everytime i'm up against something.
and tell you what. i hate it.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
oh btw happy bday sera. i love you heaps.
i feel down today. sometimes you jus wish you werent there for somethings.